*clap clap* hello. It’s me. Being strange. As usual. I don’t why I’m putting full stops everywhere. But I am.
So. this post. Life. ha. I want this blog to be more me?? So hopefully this post is like an accurate representation of life and by that I’m just going to be ranting about how TIRED I am.
Today was the first day of school, as it happens, and I came home and literally thought “I wanna die” GOTTA LOVE WEDNESDAY EVENING THOUGHTS. Anyways, my eyeballs just don’t want to be AWAKE right now. My eyelids? Are so tired! Like so tired, they are so HEAVY. Anyways, I’m exhausted from going to school for one day?? All my energy has been sucked out of me. Also, blankets are nice. 10/10 recommend.
Also a thing that happens to me is that if I watch booktube videos, I want to start a booktube channel. Maybe I am not motivated to blog because… I’m not reading blogs. Also no offense to all blogs out here, but most of the blogs I follow are really boring. Like there are legit about 10 blogs I ACTUALLY GENUINELY enjoy reading and yet I’m following 70. Why…? I don’t know. Don’t ask me. IT’S NOT LIKE I’M FOLLOWING PEOPLE BECAUSE I FEEL TOO BAD TO UNFOLLOW THEM AND DIE BECAUSE OF GUILT OR ANYTHING. And because of this, i-don’t-like-most-blog-posts thing, I don’t even want to go to my WordPress feed because it’s full of things!! I don’t!! enjoy!! I wish it was more acceptable to have blogging friends, but you don’t like their posts. Is that okay?? Am I bad friend to everyone? Probably.
Anyways I might decide to just unfollow like 60 people if I’m feeling brave or spontaneous. I just want to find blogs I genuinely enjoy and so many people write boring posts (including me, myself, the ilsa, the penguin, I admit.) like this post is probably boring but what I mean by boring is like ugh. Like some posts just have such dry writing voice and it’s the same content 24/7 and I’m just really picky about what I enjoy?? So yeah. (it’s not like the blog’s content is bad but I just really like unique stuff?!) also unfollow me if you hate me.
Also music. *clap clap*. I feel like the whole of the book blogging community has a different music taste to me but the book twitter has goooood music taste. Just saying. Anyways if you wanna see my playlist, hit me up. Alsoilovedodieforevergoodbye.
Reading. *clicks fingers.* READING. I wanted to read 20 books in the summer holidays but guess what I did? I read like 6 books or something. Because i’m a failure. I don’t really care to be honest. Frick reading challenges, I wanna read for enjoyment if I’m perfectly honest.
Okay this post is just me trying to tell you that I want to do things I ENJOY. I feel like everyone gets so caught up in what they’re supposed to do (*cough* reading challenges *cough*) (no shade, haha, just i think loads of people feel pressurized to do it) and what everyone else likes but ?!?! it’s so stupid. Just do things you enjoy. I mean obviously, things like school you gotta do them. But don’t force yourself to do things you don’t have to do if that makes sense.
This is a strannnnge post but I really like how it’s come out (as in a bunch of messy paragraphs of me being tighred) anyways school has just drained the life out of me. So that’s fun. Also fun game, guess how old I am in the comments I always find it so interesting to see what people think.
Also food. Pad thai noodles. Amazing. Love it. 10/10 recommend.
Writing. A thing I’ve been doing! I like it. I’m enjoying. Poems are so much fun and rhyming it’s all in the timing okay what i’m so fgdsjgf.
Snippet of TWO wild Ilsa snippets.
Recommend me a show to watch please and thank (even tho i need to finish merlin-rewatch)
Also talking to my internet friends? Not happening and i hate myself because i can’t talk to people i’ve been close to for a long time because of things like me being trash and anyways i will just disappear forever now.
Tell me for real, did you ACTUALLY enjoy this post or are you just feeling productive for blog hopping. Real life questions being asked on a whisper of ink.
(this is unedited trash)